arrrgghhh....

2 weeks of annoying. I am very confused about this. I passed it in vain. really2 want to spew it.

maaf ya...

maaf bgt,,p'tama kali gw m'posting d'blog ini yg ptama kali gw critaiin adalah ttg dy,,n gw udh bprasangka negatif k'dy pdhl s'bnrny dy gak gitu..


(huuuhuuu...maaf ya...aq dah gak percaya km, jgn marah ya...aq ngrasa b'slh bgt pdhl km slalu percaya aq. Ok aq janji mulai skrg aq akn slalu bs percaya km, tapi km jgn sering mhilang dong..plg gak km ksh kbr biar aq gak netink k'km,Ok?? kita sama2 berubah utk mjadi lbh baik ya....aq percaya kok klo km bisa,, n aq butuh km utk bs b'ubh..maaf ya..aq slalu ngerepotin n nyusahin km aq sayang kamu....)

I miss Him...

Huuuuffffffff....dy dmn y??? dah 2 hari gw gak tw kbrnya??? hikz...hikz... tragis jg coz t'akhir smsan gw lagi tepar n dy dgn sgala bntk perhatianny m'berikan smangat yg mgkn blm tentu bisa d'berikan olh siapapun (hooaaa...Lebay d gw),, tapi bener loh...soalny gw bkn tipe orang yg gampang menyerah sama permasalahan yg gw hadepin. gak tw kenapa tp sm nih org gw bisa jadi lepas kontrol...(mksdny..gw slalu mjadi org lain, stiap sm dy) emmm....mgkn krn emng dasarnya gw gak manja dan smnjk gw kenal dy, mgkn krn dy emng lbh tua dr gw jadi dy ngrasa harus ngasih perhatian yg lebih k'gw (gt kalii..ya??) n parahny...gw gak bisa nolak sama stiap perhatian yg dy kasih (nah loh..gmn dung??) emmmm...tkadang gw sk bingung sm sifatny(susah bgt d'tebak) contohny ya...kyk skrg ini, saat gw lg bnr2 khilangan dy n gw bnr2 gak tw dy ada dmn?? bodohny gw gak pernah mw cr tw kberadaanny dy. gw takut mw tlp or sms dy duluan. gw gak pernah mw mulai duluan,, walaupun sumpah sakit bgt....tapi gw tetep sabar kok nunggu dy ngasih kbr duluan (biasany sih gtu..) klo skaliny dah b'hubungan pasti gak b'henti2 deh tlp2nan or smsan dr pgi2 buta smpe mlm2 buta jg (kyk org dah lam gak ktm gt) tp giliran lg diem2an bener2 diem gak da kbrny sama skali,,pdhl sm2 nunggu sayangny gak da yg mw ngalah utk mulai duluan (tmasuk gw) bukanny gw egois, gw cm takut dy mikir yg macem2 ttg gw (pdhl sbenernya gak). Huuuhhh...gw bener2 khilangan smangat nie...cm dy yg bs ng-charge gw ayoo...dongg...km dmn sih???ksh kbr dooong...INGET JANJI KITA KAN???

Mother's DAY (Mizz you MOM..)

fiuhhh...dah klewat brp hari y???hehehe...tapi baru sempet n9eblog.

Actually, I really miss my mom. Coz she went to Padang with my Grandma. Hikz....Whereas this is weekend and I go back to home. On last 22th December, I really forgot to congrated her (sorry..mom..), and after 5 days later she called me and asked me everything that she wanted to knowed about me (huhuhuhu...I really miss you mom)

I feel alone when she isn't beside me. Hmmmmppp I have to patien until she come back to our home on 3th January.

I hope you always get the happines, and healthy.

My Pray's around you.....^_^

annoying...

I don't know what happened with me??? I just feel annoyed with someone that I knows him better.

Hmmppp....Really sad when I know he went to the beautiful place (according to me...) for a several days with the girl which's my enemy. Oh..boys,,many girls (maybe..) think that you are the guardian angles for them. But for me??? no comment.

Sometimes he become a perfect guy but sometimes he become a different man that I can't understand him. huuuuuhhh...maybe I will describe you in my BLOG but not now, I'm sooooo...tired.

I hope the clock rotate very fast...I'want to leave today and welcome tommorow with the joy...